#wouodnt be surprised
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having spicy noodles and chocolate milk 👍 perhaps not the greatest choice but it works ! however preparing it felt like literally the most arduous task i DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY bc ive had plenty of experience with like. depression appetite loss as well as purposeful restriction from when i had a really bad eating disorer but it’s never been like this where i just have zero desire to eat and no appetite for like no reason… freaking me out a bit i don’t want this to trigger me or anything but i just don’t want to i don’t want the effort of making smth i dont want the effort of eating it just seems so exhaustingggg no matter how shitty it makes me feel. i felt like i was gonna faint despite not feeling hungry at all I DONT UNDERSTAND THIS perchance i need to talk to my doctor… and im forcing it despite how i feel bc ik it’s good for me obviously to just try to work thru how i feel but. :/ everything just seems like SOOOOO much fucking work even video games and stuff that i love <- idk maybe i am hitting a depressive episode ig that’s what it sounds like. GAHHH not before school plsssss😭😭😭😭
#not really a vent i suppose#.vent#but it has triggers so ill tag it as one#i just don’t know what’s going on w me#sigh… smths prolly happening behind the scenes and i’ll have a freak out in the next couple days#school starting..#wouodnt be surprised#tw ed#cw ed#tw depression#cw depression
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..i ache
#i ache..#everywhere#though ha! it isnt much of a surprise that i fucked things up#again..#just a reminder that i hurt everybody i touch! isnt that great? everyone seems to agree im the definition of unlucky!#‘a black cat in a theatre!’#maybe this is why i have no friends#honestly i wouodnt be surprised! i know im over thinking and over worrying but.. what if im not…?#everything just hurts a bit more than id like for it to right now#just keep screwin up and its so tiring.. m tired of hurting people but it seems that i always will. no matter what!#i dunno#miss you n im sorry#really sorry..
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The only times they've been apart was when George had to be in the Bahamas for his visa and George had to go to NC for banter. It's totally possible George won't join for every show but I think it's a small enough tour that George would be like ? Why not just go to all ?
imcrying yeah it would be george think to be like ????????? why wouodnt i go thats stupid . but also he doesn't really like traveling THAT much so i wouldn't be surprised if he wasn't, especially since it's gonna be really fast travel in very little time
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tobirama being the oldest one out of the people that found it on accident is killing me. he can’t find a way to kill all uchiha on purpose or the clit huh
HAHAHAHAHAHA STOP
NO IT WOUODNT SURPRISE ME
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He could barely register anythjng, as the pain overwhelmed his senses. Aching everywhere, especially his chest, he wouldn't be surprised if they broke a few of his ribs. His wrists were badly hurt, so even if he were to try and eacape, he wouodnt be able to fight or defend himself. Forcing himself to open his eyes, just barely enough to look at Ilia, who he saw was now hanging next to him. "I-Ilia?" He croaked, his voice badly damaged from his failed fight.
Sun was taken down by White Fang members. Now, he hung by his wrists bounded in metal chains in a dark, cold room.
Not long after he had been taken down, Ilia was also brought in after a failed rescue attempt. She was wanted for treason now, after all. She kicked out at her captors as she was taken to the same room, yelling and flashing red and yellow in her rage. She would only stop upon seeing him hung by his wrists, and in her state of shock and concern, unwillingly gave them the opportunity to hang her up with him.
She continues to struggle against the bonds until they were left alone, which is when she turns to face him as much as she can - eyes wide and a frown filled with worry. “Sun! Are you okay? Did they hurt you?” She was already formulating a plan to get them out of here.
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